probably the last blog I'll make on Michael Jackson

I realise that most of my blogs have been focussed around the death of MJ, as i only made this blog the day before he died I believe! But as today, we say goodbye to a beloved star, who I can only wish so much that I was there.

I'm currently discusted at the story of the Congressman calling MJ a "pedophile" and "child molester" this weekend, Rep. Peter King. I am disgusted that someone in a position of power, who demands respect from the public, can speak so ill of the dead, so ignorant of the fact that Michael Jackson was found innocent, and so unbelievably ignorant of the fact that the armed forces are not as innocent as he would like to believe. In a report he was praising those fighting for their country, for an unncessesary war which has been ongoing for years, once "a war on terrorism" with absolutley no outcomes other than deaths, and not even the deaths of terrorists. Last time I checked, we are all equal, how can someone once accused of something be slated and compared to people accused of killing not only innocent civillians, but their own team, "friendly fire" is nothing to priase. Either way, this person made me feel SICK, and should I ever get the opportunity to make him away his opinion is not in the least bit valued, I would.

I've always stated that I was always proud to fight for MJ's innocence, and I'm sure somewhere I still have some posters that I put up around school back in 2003, but as I've always said, due to his rise to fame so young, yes he lost his childhood, yes part of his mental state would have not developed therefore relived through children doing childlike things, rides, neverland, movies, cotton candy, the works, he would not have developed the sexual experimentation stage.
Yes, he has children, we know how children are made etc etc, but obviously at this age, his sexual relationship was with a woman, therefore he had no need to, and did not "experiment sexually" with males. And yes, I have a degree in Psychology, I do know what I'm talking about before people say anything.

I didn't win tickets to LA, and I 'm so upset, I had my flight money ready drawn out., rather in hope than expectation. I have BBC news on, and will watch the memorial service as much as they will show.

Today we say goodbye to a lovely individual, with an amazing talent for music, rythem, and a beautiful compassion for mankind, and I miss him terribly.

More Michael Jackson-ness

Well, as we know, his memorial is supposed to be on tuesday, I am amongst one of the 1.6 million who have applied for tickets, it strangley means a lot to me. My beloved purchased his autobiography, moonwalk for me, which is only 1 year younger than me! (the book, not the husband) It means a lot to me that he's going so out of his way to cheer me up with nice things.

I was heartbroken today to read they had removed his brain for toxicology, yes probably necessary, but at the same time, it's as if they've taken away what was his musical genius, to bury him witout it is to bury a shell, not the performer.

I was also angered that the tabloids leaked information found from his autopsy, which I didn't find necessary. We want to know why he died, we didn't need to know he was bauld, he obviously preffered people not to know, hence wearing his wig, therefore why exploit it for all to know, will the tabloids leave any stones unturned?

On a lighter note, I am going to lanzarote next week, I am excited!